62825.) It scares me sometimes how much I love you, because my happiness depends so completely on you continuing to love me back. If you ever left me, I'd be so broken. And broken pieces can only be put back together so many times. I'm at my limit. Please don't leave.
Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. Not because you don't trust them, and not because you think they will judge you. But because you can never really find the right words to make them understand, and it makes you frustrated. People take things in so many different ways, and that is why it's so hard. But if what you're trying to say is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood.
Letting go of all the memories, the good times, the laughs, the smiles. I need to realize that it’s not the end of the world, there are better things in life.. and it will get better. To get better it has to get worse. Everything will be okay, I just have to allow myself to let go.
I love being in the type of relationship where you’re so comfortable around each other you don’t feel awkward doing anything. You can be weird and lame together, act like the best of friends and the happiest of couples. A relationship where you can call each other names and pick on each other and laugh it off and hug it out right after. A relationship where you can just be yourself and not have to worry what your partner thinks. I love that.
“‘When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt—you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling—like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?’”—Sherrilyn Kenyon (via adessive)
one of the greatest feelings in this world is to be in a relationship with the person whom you never expected to fall for. that is the true meaning of magic. that even though in this world of more than 6 billion people, the two of you met in an unexpected way, filling your hearts with unconditional love, and thousands of memories to be cherished.
Everything just, feels so much better. I’m glad there’s tons of people out there who love to laugh with me, cry with me, be there for me and be with me. You know I’m gonna be there for you lovely friends too. Stay strong, stay true.
We get mad over the smallest reasons. We overanalyze everything. We feel a sense of jealousy when we see you talking to someone who has more to offer. We get sad at the thought of ever losing you. We start pointless arguments and fights, just to see if you care enough to stick around. We often say things we later regret. We want to know you care as much as we do. It’s because we’re girls, and we need to be reassured from time to time.
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
“The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. And when you try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end, that it won’t get better. Because it will.”—John Green (via ennayak)